Monday, January 12, 2009

METALLICA!

Super excited to go to the concert tomorrow! Can't wait to see them. Sure would be awesome to hear Unforgiven III. My whole family loves that song. Actually Unforgiven III, The Day that Never Comes, and Megadeth's Breadline are my meditation songs hehe. Wouldn't think someone could come to a relaxed state of mind with those, but as I told my wife one time "I ride the waves of the guitar".

Nothing prophetic today, trying to compose some of my thoughts for some later posts.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Insane Color Thoughts

OK, so had a bad afternoon today and was having a serious anxiety/depression attack. (Anybody that does not now me well needs to know I am usually open and honest to a fault.) After I climbed my way back up or maybe I should say as I was climbing, one my recurring depression climbing thoughts popped in my head.


I always wonder about peoples differing views on reality. Do we all experience the same reality? One of the ways for me to explain this is my Insane Color Thought. If you look at a shade of color and see "blue" you label that "blue." Now what if what I label as "blue" is in reality to you "red" this is from the same shade. We are looking at exactly the same thing. What I am getting at is if my brain perceives the shade "blue" as the color "red" and your brain perceives the shade "blue" as the color "blue" we would both call the objects "blue" and never know that we are actually seeing in different colors.


Hmmm. . . is it any wonder that I ask myself if I am sane at times?